Baby-Trying Update

So...If you can sort of read between the lines on some old posts you may have figured out that we have been trying for a baby for a while now - Since April 2011.  I know it's probably weird to talk about it so openly on this blog when I can't even seem to discuss it openly with friends or family...This just seems easier and more private.  Weird, I know. 

We had a tubal pregnancy last December that resulted in emergency surgery.  We kept on trying but had a setback when I had to have my gallbladder removed in June.  Well, we were at the point in our plan with our doctor that we were going to talk to a fertility person in March of 2013 if not pregnant yet due to my chances being more difficult as I only have one tube now.  Well, about two weeks ago I had horrible pains in my right side and they discovered a cyst on my right ovary...Thought nothing of it until I discovered I was late.  I was pregnant again - Y'all I just can't describe the joy that P. and I felt upon seeing that little "pregnant" message on the screen of the test!  We went that day for an ultrasound and blood work b/c they consider me high risk.  As excited and overjoyed as we were, we once again only got to enjoy the happiness for a week this time as well.  I woke up Thursday morning and knew something wasn't right...

Upon calling the doctor they put me on some meds to try and help, but it was too late.  We have had a hard week and a hard time tying to accept that this was just not our time and not that sweet babies time.  Everything happens for a reason and I pray for God's healing hand to be on our hearts.  We have pushed through this week and are planning a big Thanksgiving celebration with our families. 

I just wanted to share the pain and emotions that we have been going through and that it does get easier and to not give up; if anyone ever stumbles upon this and it helps them, then that was my purpose in writing this.  I feel grateful and blessed that it was not another tubal and that my left tube does seem to be working properly.  That was my silver lining throughout the sadness of the miscarriage.

"Have I not commanded you?  Be strong and courageous.  Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Joshua 1:9

 

Have a blessed Thanksgiving y'all.

 

I am thankful for my wonderful family, amazing/supportive husband, my snuggle pugs, my faith, and for this blog in allowing me an outlet to express the things I have been feeling and not able to say out loud.

 

XO-T

My "Little" Brother's BDay-#19!

Y'all, I confess...I completely fell off the blogging bandwagon lately...I've had some stuff going on and the blog just fell by the wayside-Maybe next year I can do all 31 days! :)

 

Today is my "little" brother's 19th birthday...I guess I should call him my younger brother, not little brother anymore.  He's taller than me and everything now! :)

 

He's been in Panama on a mission trip with some of the other baseball players from his school for the past week, so this is the first year that he hasn't been at home with family on his actual birthday...Sort of weird!  Praying that they have a safe plane flight home tomorrow and that he has a good birthday abroad.

 

Here are some photos from last week before he left and one throwback Thursday pic of him when he was about four...Our poor old pug we had back then was trying desperately to get away!

 

Stewart and the other baseball players getting ready to leave on the mission trip.

Mom, Stewart, and Dad

Stewart and Me

Stewart at 4 with our old pug, Pepper.

Happy 19th, Stewart!

XO-T



Days 25 and 26

Day 25 was "In my town" - I started thinking about something unique that is actually right down the road from our neighborhood.  It's Dinglewood Pharmacy.  I know...A pharmacy-that's unique?!  It totally is...

 

They still have a fully functioning pharmacy, but they also have the fully operational soda fountain where you can get a scrambled dog, fountain drink, and chips that are just simply to-die-for.  This place is pretty darn yummy and unique and was even written up in Southern Living in the May 1995 edition - Dinglewood Pharmacy has been open since 1918.

 

Local artist's rendering of the inside of the pharmacy.

A "Lieutenant's Scrambled Dog"...It's divine, y'all!

 

Day 26 is "On the Road" - This is a picture of my drive back from Gray, GA., my husband's home town, on the way back home.  The sky was gorgeous and it was too pretty not to get a quick snap of the scenery on the way home.

 

Happy Friday, y'all!

XO-T

 

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Day 24

Today is " magazine". I only subscribe to one... That would be my beloved Southern Living! It's hands down my favorite! I sort of like the older ones better than their " new and improved" version, but its still a pretty fabulous read!
Below is a pic from google images from one of the " old" versions.

Xo-T

Day 23

Today is lucky number...
According to my palm reading mine are 921 in that order, alone, or combined! :)

Have a great day!
Xo-T

Day 22

The picture of the day is "homework" - I have nothing, y'all! I can tell you I have a midterm tomorrow, but no homework. We have Been getting things together in one of my classes for a mission trip that we are helping with as a community service project. That's what's going on with me in the school sense right now.
I'll leave y'all with a pic of Priss helping me study last semester.

Off to watch the debate, y'all!
Xo-T

Day 21

Today is "crush". I still have a major crush on the sweet, wonderful man I married. I just look at him still sometimes and turn mushy!

This pic is a snapshot as we were landing last weekend!

Love him!
Xo-T